Happy mother's day to my mama ((Nurrizan binti Mukhtar)) No one can replace you in my heart & i'll promise that. Yeah, we shouldnt show our appreciation to our mom once a year but y'know what? I think i never show/do somethin' to show my love to her. If I do, it is just too small compared w what she'd done to me. As an elders, i never had an attitude as other elders have. Neither responsible nor helpful. I'm sooooooooooo fuckin' lazy to move my ass to do the chores, cooks or anything. And i dont know how to cook at all! Even my younger sister can cook better lol but i've improved myself. I can cook a simple dish and who knows i can cook the most delicious food in the world? :p Whatever haha anyway, the only good thing about me based on my mom, i am the most patient among my siblings yet the most sensitive girl. Hard to get mad & easy to cry. Is it a compliments to me? Haha i guess so. Okay stop talking about me :p It's already 1.12 a.m & I think i should sleep now. Last but not least, along sayang mama selamanya. Walaupun jarang along tunjuk but deep in my heart i do love you. Thank you selama ni sebab buat segalanya untuk along, kkngah, dyla, mimi, mubin, siraj, danish & ariana. Walaupun kitaorang semua rajin sepahkan rumah tapi malas nak kemas tapi mama still sabar dengan kitaorang semua. And along ingat mama pernah cakap along ni lah kakak yang paling tak layak jadi kakak. Semua yang mama buat dah cukup untuk kitaorang semua. Tak ada yang kurang pun hmm terima kasih mama. Hugs and kisses for you :*
so yeay result spm keluar esok (Y) arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm freakin' nervous. not gonna tell anybody my result :p pls jangan lah opah, mak long, pak long, pak andak, pak lang, pak uda, pak anjang, pak usu, mak yang, angah, pak usu farith call :'( tapi angah semalam dah siap whatsapp kot daripada masjid nabawi just nak tanya pasal result keluar bila. haha confirm esok dia call. when anybody ask my target, aku macam err err err entah err em entah lah. haha taktau lah sejak bila aku ni gagap haha. just taknak target bcs mcm takut expectation aku tak sampai. lol tengok je lah esok macam mana. air mata ni macam dah ready nak tumpah esok :'( nervous gila wa cakap lu. sekarang ni pun dah macam dup dap dup dap dup dap. aku dah siap tanya mama if only if along banyak dapat b/ ada gagal camne? mama cakap jgn fikir sgt. benda dah lepas. redha je lah tapi aku still takut kot. am i the only person yg nervous gila macam ni? haha Ya Allah, saves me :') all the best for me & my twin & everyone yang sebaya :')
Hi lelaki lelaki sekalian,
Tak jemu ke korang mengayat perempuan? Tak sedih ke tengok perempuan yang kena tipu tu merana? This is not about me. I'm just saying. Hati perempuan ni lembut. Luka sikit pun darahnyaa susah nak berhenti mengalir. Faham tak? Pls fikir sikit. Aku ni bukannya apa. Kesian tau tak? Even budak kecik pun ada perasaan. Korang takde ke? Hmm entahlah. Jujur aku cakap setakat ni lelaki yang aku paling respect dalam bab cinta ni Fariq (bf artika, my twin). Dah 3 tahun lebih kot hayat cinta dorang. Ada lah rasa menyampah sikit kadang kadang/jeles sikit. That's not the main point, cuba kalau korang kena benda yang sama, apa korang rasa? Oh lupa, hati korang keras. Banyak kali kot kenaa. Alhamdulillah dah banyak belajar. Mama adik opah pun supportive :) InshaaAllah, aku nak ikut Farah. Taknak kawin sampai tua. Tapi jodoh semua Allah yang tentukan. We'll see hidup aku camne nanti. Banyak lagi yang aku nak capai dalam hidup. Yang paling utama, balas jasa mama abah. Tanpa dorang, memang aku mati. Mati hidup balik pun memang tak dapat nak balas jasa diorang terutamanya mama. Takde mama yang sebaik mama kat dunia ni.
Hi assalamualaikum,
Seriously lama gila tak update blog smpai dah lupa camne nak edit layout semua. Hmm sejak habis sekolah, rasa macam dah taktau nak buat apa. Rasa macam semua dah buat :( Wa rindu sekolahhh! Bytheway, sekarang rasa macam stress sikit. Hmm, dulu waktu tengah single rasa macam sunyi nak couple semua. Tapi sekarang confuse....
Semalam someone IM me kat facebook. Someone i know well. Pls read below.
And know what, selepas luahkan perasaan semua kat i, malam tu dia in a relationship w somebody else. Sakit hati bukan sebab suka dia ke apa. Tapi, rasa macam dipermainkan. Terasa bodoh bodoh bodoh sumpah bodoh.
Harini pulak, ada sorang lagi my friend confess dekat i yang dia suka i. Ya Allah, rasa terbeban sangat.
Faham tak apa yang aku rasa? Kenapa korang nak buat aku rasa bersalah? And yeah, i hate the way boys manipulate girls using their sweet words. Aku dah puas sakit hati. Pls jgn buat aku merana lagi. Aku tak sanggup.
Tak pegi sekolah harini. Sakit mata, punyalah bengkak. Malu nak pegi skola cause nanti kena ejek :'3 Btw, semalam first day sekola after 2 weeks holidays. Ugh, punyalah frust. Result teruk jugaklah. Malu je nak tunjuk kat abah mama sume :/ Semalam just dapat paper and this were the results since yesterday.
1) Addmath [ 31/80]
2) Sejarah [51/ 100]
3) Sivik [ 47/50]
4) Bahasa Melayu [76/100]
5) Chemistry [ 31/50]
Jujurnya lah, aku tak berapa puas hati ngan result ni. There are certain subject yg aku puas hati. Tapi sejarah and bm aku teruk sgt. Kat kota damansara, seingat aku lah sejarah aku tujuh puluh ke atas and bm lapan puluh ke atas :/ Entahlah, maybe aku ni banyak main-2 sgt kot :/
Dear someone,
Sometimes, i do think you're idiot waiting someone that never be yours, and now you trying to get well with me. I'm trying to accept you back but I can't. So much things about you make me sick. Yes, I'm over sensitive here cause I'm a girl dude. And I don't deserve to get this kind of problem. Well, our old memories kept in heart and please dont bother about it anymore. I hope you understand (:
Tak datang sekolah harini cause bgun lmbt. Pukul 6.45 baru terjaga and kelam kabut ah nak siap pegi sekolah. With school uniform yg tak kedut seribu and buku tak susun lagi. hmm a bit impossible nak dtg skolah. Dah siap sume pegi sekolah and bila smpai pagar sekolah dah tutup plus dicipline's teacher kat dpn pagar. Terus gelabah and patah balik rumah :D Singgah breakfast dulu and smpai rumah terus bukak laptop :p
Actually smgt nak buat addmth's scrapbook tapi haha entahlah --' Btw asya ajak pegi KL esok. Teringin nak pegi tapi tengok ah dulu. Duit ni tak berapa nak cukup. Hewhew :3
Sincerely,
Nurul Amira Azhar Shamsudin Shahudin (:
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